sat dec 21 2024
You're finally home! Hope you can unwind and unperson for a few days. Then I can show up and join you in the unpersoning
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tue dec 10 2024
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I'm still milking the fact that you looked exactly like Mr. Luigi in that one picture
mon dec 02 2024
I feel like you summed it up pretty well last night when you said “ahhhhhhh”. I’m sorry and that won’t be the last time I say it because I feel like I failed you. I often think back to your Wednesday nighter (and I know I recount this pretty often so bear with me) and having that powerful feeling of wanting to be the one for you, the person that makes you feel loved and appreciated and confident, it was so strong that I was on the verge of tears because I wanted it so bad and I had this crazy feeling that it could actually happen. Which was very cringe considering we had only met two days ago. And so I’m sad that I can’t just be one of those people that says yeah, 3-5 more years of long distance? If it’s with you, of course! Or alternatively, someone who can say, yeah, this relationship is everything to me so wherever I have to move for us to be together, I’m down. I kind of always figured I wasn’t, at least for right now, but also kind of hoped that I’d suddenly find it in me. Ah, I’m just rambling now because I feel like there’s so much to explain but I know you basically already know. 🌵
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sat nov 30 2024
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I'm still thinking about the Stefan lore
thu nov 28 2024
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Ohhhh I'm so full. Hope you're full of meat too ;) (pls ignore that, cringe joke)
tue nov 26 2024
Thanks for making space to talk about our relationship- I didn’t realize I needed it, but I did haha. You make it very easy to be open, and that makes a big difference 🌵
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sat nov 23 2024
Can't tell you that! CAN'T- can't tell you that!
<3
mon nov 18 2024
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It's not a spoof. They found the groof.
sun nov 17 2024
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Gig gig gig gig!
fri nov 15 2024
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Sleep TIGHT
thu nov 14 2024
Fuck your shitty bonsai tree
Once I actually start this songwriting thing, maybe we should send ideas back and forth. You gave me this fucked up taste in music, so you have to entertain it!
tue nov 12 2024
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Too long till I get to see you again dude
mon nov 11 2024
Shit I gotta start putting out webtoons on Wednesday (was that the day you were missing?)
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fri nov 08 2024
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No way I'd keep forgetting to send my skylog. I love you, I miss you, I wish things made sense and were so easy- you make me feel closer to that
thu nov 07 2024
I gotta get back into the habit of sending these! I blame visiting California. Anyway, what I actually meant to say is that I want to support you in every way. Yesterday you reminded me that even though I can hate a lot of things about the state of the world, I haven't personally experienced the misogyny, homophobia, and Sinophobia firsthand, which I know must be tough and exhausting to deal with. But I'll always be on your side 🌵
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sun nov 03 2024
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I HATE daylight savings. Why does it feel like evening at 3pm
wed oct 30 2024
Nevermind.
Come cuddle meeee agaaaaaaiiinnn
tue oct 29 2024
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I had Real Love Baby stuck in my head earlier and it made me think of you and my Wednesday Nighter so vividly
mon oct 28 2024
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I'm a bit sleepy deprived but you might be entertained by me imagining kissing you and also imagining some way to make it weird and funny + doing the mouth motions to myself
fri oct 25 2024
Might as well use this banger sunrise pic. Currently praying for your reunion with bagel
Long time since my last sky log. You're so special to me dude. Love you lots
mon oct 21 2024
Cheating and using a picture from my flight into CA because I really like it. Trying to think of a non-cliched way to say how exactly I love you. I really need to make that “we” image
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sat oct 12 2024
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AAAAAHHHHH
thu oct 10 2024
I’m upset at how quickly I’m forgetting all the details of our road trip! All the things we talked about, the memes, etc. But I know it went pretty much exactly how I hoped it would. Can’t wait to see what the next adventure is
Prepare yourself bucko
tue oct 08 2024
Lets wreak havoc
I nearly forgot, ah! But hey you're so cool, sorry if I've been out of it. I really really can't wait to see you :)
fri oct 04 2024
This birthday gift is gonna be soooo cringe. You’re gonna love it
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thu oct 03 2024
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Time to start pouring water on people if they come beneath my windows
wed oct 02 2024
Even if we don’t do you got gots for your birthday I’m still gonna suspiciously ask people to do slightly unusual tasks
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tue oct 01 2024
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I'm really excited for and about you. Excited for you to live with Jasper. Excited to see you so soon. Excited to see where life takes us
mon sep 30 2024
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I really love talking to you
sat sep 28 2024
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You! I appreciate you! I want the best for you! I'll fight for you! I'll fight YOU if I have to
fri sep 27 2024
Last minute skylog!! I’ll dream of apple cider and cuddling with you
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mon sep 23 2024
You are my sleepiest soldier
I've got an adventure time song stuck in my head and it always reminds me of you for some reason, called Time Adventure. Something about our radical presence perhaps
thu sep 19 2024
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I just want to kiss your face. All the time.
wed sep 18 2024
We could always play I Can’t Party
Thanks for always listening to my rants :)
tue sep 17 2024
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I really like when you call me out of the blue :)
mon sep 16 2024
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TODO: get over here and give me a little kith
sun sep 15 2024
I’m actually not sure what is that artifact that showed up in this picture haha. It occurred to me that you want the dog you cannot have and I want the bike I cannot have
And here I cheat by using yesterday's picture and also including a kite in it because those belong in the sky
thu sep 12 2024
Can’t wait to see what you’ve been cooking up for me
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mon sep 09 2024
Are we making Albanyfest shirts or what?
I think I do actually feel a bit more melancholic about the things I said earlier. Maybe I just feel adrift in my own abilities and feel a bit sad admitting that I might just have to accept being mediocre at things
sun sep 08 2024
So many cute corners of Brooklyn I want to stroll with you along!
My head hurts a whole lot but I will persevere and remind you of my love and dedication okay bye
fri sep 06 2024
Recently I’ve been very in my shell, my head’s been stuffed with my own thoughts and projects. But when we call and laugh about one thing or another I’m reminded that I’m very grateful to have you around :) I’ve been listening to Mei Semones’ new EP a lot and it reminds me of you for some unknown reason
We talked literally yesterday but it feels so long!
tue sep 03 2024
Can’t wait for albanyfest! We’ll bring the roof down
Don't forget that I both appreciate you very very much and am very proud of all the things you do :)
sun sep 01 2024
Can’t believe I didn’t think of the idea of writing a musical to profess my love for you after we met :(
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sat aug 31 2024
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I think about you all the time you know. Literally spent some time imagining telling people how much I love talking to you
thu aug 29 2024
Terrible sky log picture but I gotta revive my BFELO. I was telling someone at work about our trip and also told her about you and what you’re up to and she praised us as a “nerd couple”, so #goals?
I don't know how I survived classes all last year dude. Let's do round two. Excited to have you as this safe haven of fun and distraction and comfort
wed aug 28 2024
Sorry I disappeared off the face of the earth with these skylogs, I think my brain ran out of memory. Time to delete some precious memories, I guess. But that's alright since I can always fabricate new ones! Also good luck on your audition!!
Laying here so sleepy as I await your call
mon aug 26 2024
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Where are my skylogs?! You earned a whole lot of boyfriend points for the road trip, but they're plummeting quickly dude. Gotta get on that
sat aug 24 2024
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I can't wait to be free of this test so I can be a real person again!
fri aug 23 2024
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I should get my birthday plans figured out so I can force you to learn songs with me!
thu aug 22 2024
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Things that I really appreciate doing with you #248: just relaxing and maybe cuddling. Imagining you here to decompress with
wed aug 21 2024
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I'm gonna be soooo prepared for (failing) this prelim
mon aug 19 2024
Noah thought it was cute when I stated in purely objective terms that I’m continually amazed to learn how similarly our brains seem to operate
Dude today has been draining. Going into what will surely be a hectic time. Wish me luck!
sat aug 17 2024
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You could have art class in the laundromat. Draw with your pencil, it's a map!
thu aug 15 2024
Kinda sad that you won’t get to see the apartment I just moved into in person! My room is 8% larger!
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tue aug 13 2024
Flight's about to take off! That trip was exactly what I hoped it'd be, and even smoother than I expected. S'mores taste sweeter with you <3
I miss your face. It was warm and soft and kissable
mon aug 12 2024
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Hope you can traverse my mental map of Berkeley to SFO to Newark to NYC!
fri aug 09 2024
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Very glad we get to do this roadtrip together<3
thu aug 08 2024
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Mt. Rainier! If you're super lucky, you'll notice this soon and get a picture of the stars to upload.
wed jul 31 2024
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I love you! And it's so amazing I can tell you that on this super cute website you made for us! Anyways, that's cringe, don't accidentally send this in a group chat or something.
sun jul 28 2024
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On my way to retrieve my boy
fri jul 26 2024
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I'm gonna kiss you soooo much right on your mouth
thu jul 25 2024
How could I forget? @7soulsdeep
Despite reminders to you, I almost forgor
tue jul 23 2024
Road trip game: you shower me with affection. And… that’s it
Your mental image should be me just raw-dog grabbing handfuls of rice as I was cleaning up dinner
sun jul 21 2024
Myyyy Albany
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sat jul 20 2024
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The PhD article reminded me how it sometimes feels reductive to say "I love you" to you. Because ah! I feel so many feelings towards you!!
fri jul 19 2024
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I adore youuuu
thu jul 18 2024
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I'M CHEATING MY SKYLOG AGAIN I'M SORRY. But it's all because I wanted to tell you how happy and emotional it made me to have you say you're proud of me.
wed jul 17 2024
Been daydreaming about our trip more and more. I gotta make sure I also daydream about some huge foils in our plan just in case so I’m adequately prepared haha
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mon jul 15 2024
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You're always there for me, I appreciate it lots <3
sun jul 14 2024
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Bonk. Wish I could be there to worry/dote on you a little.
sat jul 13 2024
We also need to think of background games / friendly competition for the road trip!
I can't wait to cuddle. I'm still thinking about how freaking cute it was when you mentioned it with the sleeping bags.
fri jul 12 2024
Swolbany begins
I need to start deleting skylogs immediately after sending them, because my phone completely ran out of space again haha
thu jul 11 2024
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I feel held
wed jul 10 2024
Baby, let’s throw caution to the wind and go on a completely unplanned, spontaneous road trip up and down the coast, just you and me and s’mores
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tue jul 09 2024
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I'm so excited for this trip dude. You're my best friend. Special friend.
mon jul 08 2024
I got a little emotional telling you how important it feels to be there for you
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sun jul 07 2024
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I'm gonna make it a point to launch you when we play croquet
sat jul 06 2024
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I really do adore you, you cútîë
fri jul 05 2024
Not sure if there’s an unintentional rainbow in my picture or if it’s an artifact. Anyway, was going through old pictures today and found one of me holding your cat lamp on your bed. The mudd phase of our relationship is starting to feel far away, which is crazy!
Date night soon?
thu jul 04 2024
Wish you were here to sit with me and watch them blow up the entire city
Shall I compare thee to a firework? I'm seeing sparks and it's mesmerizing.
mon jul 01 2024
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I think I've asked already, but do I have cool bass player energy yet? Unrelated, I'm so pumped for our road trip dude
sun jun 30 2024
Can we still fall in love this summer? @7soulsdeep
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fri jun 28 2024
Xavier and I are thinking about you
Mmm I love macos
thu jun 27 2024
*female character cuts hair to symbolize personal growth*
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wed jun 26 2024
I gotta build up my scary story repertoire for the road trip
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tue jun 25 2024
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Mmmm I love you I'm sleepy
mon jun 24 2024
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Earlier today I was being sappy and imagining us living together. Specifically I was imagining that it'd be fun to try making new recipes regularly with you haha
sat jun 22 2024
Waiting for the fall so we can rewatch over the garden wall
Wouldn't it be so funny if we video called and suddenly my head was shaved?
fri jun 21 2024
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It's always a good day when I get to hear your voice
thu jun 20 2024
I’m so excited for these bonsai trees to grow. Trying to avoid learning how long they take to grow
Man if I gotta keep running around, then I wish at least that I could curl up with you at night. I just gotta share with Alexa these next few nights
wed jun 19 2024
In all seriousness, your calmness in the face of missing your flight was a huge support while trying to beat the traffic. I must be the luckiest man alive!
I took this super pretty skylog at the Whitney. How evil is it to use old forgotten pics when I forget to take a new one? Feels just slightly wrong, because the weather was NOT like this.
tue jun 18 2024
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Starting my early bird era (and probably killing it by hanging out with friends this weekend)
mon jun 17 2024
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Boy oh boy am I so happy to FINALLY be away from you and back in Cali
wed jun 05 2024
I’m coming to find my baby and deposit them in my bed
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tue jun 04 2024
Sorry dude :/
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mon jun 03 2024
I should have considered whether I wanted to have Dean Town stuck in my head every time I washed my hands before learning the lyrics
I will NOT forget my skylog again. When you see all the missed days, just know it's because I was hard at work on the song
sat jun 01 2024
I don’t have any plans on Tuesday night, want to come over?
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thu may 30 2024
You came up at dinner (I was talking about why some people quote things often and others rarely do) and Taylor and I talked about you for a little bit. She was like “I love Albany!” and found it really funny when I was like, uh, me too
Art thou a drumset? Cause I want to **** you
tue may 28 2024
Clothes are gonna come off when you visit. Not in a sexy way, but in a “damn it’s kinda hot” way. But not in a “damn it’s kinda hot” way, if you know what I mean
I'm so incredibly excited to see what poems you've written dude. Our date's going to be epic
mon may 27 2024
You can kinda see the rain in the picture! Anyway, at this point, the sentence "we write songs for each other" is true, which is equally romantic and toecurling
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sat may 25 2024
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I have slightly more faith that I'll be able to finish your gift on time, but you should continue to keep expectations low
thu may 23 2024
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I hope these curly airplane trails bring you as much joy as me seeing them and thinking I absolutely had to send them here brought me
wed may 22 2024
I also remember being very interested the first time you mentioned enjoying and writing poetry. I’m actually not sure I’d ever met anyone who wrote poetry before you, so that was exciting
I forgot to text you this earlier today, which makes it even funnier. But I was going to say if we ever have children, they'd be the most absentminded kids with our memories combined
tue may 21 2024
We’re the biggest goons on the block. We’ll take your inner tube and your bucket hat, nerd
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mon may 20 2024
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I REALLY gotta get my life together dude
sat may 18 2024
If our relationship became a bestselling book, I wonder what the title would be. I tried to think of a good one but now it’s almost midnight, so I leave this as an exercise to the reader
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thu may 16 2024
The most perverse part of my brain wants to rewatch that Robert Pattinson 9/11 movie
Shall I compare thee to contra dancing? Thou leaves me much more steady and grounded feeling
wed may 15 2024
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I like noticing when I copy you on little things. I carry my lab badge looped around a belt loop because of you.
tue may 14 2024
My birthday is gonna be CRAZY with you here. Off the chainhook crazy. Literally waking up in the Bronx crazy. Google Sheets until 4am crazy.
I cannot wait for Google Sheets the Game™ to have a secret component that must be completed at your parents' house.
sun may 12 2024
Dude honey crisp is a banger apple. I didn’t know apples could be so good. Just another way you’ve #changed me. #change #apple #crisp #applecrisp
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sat may 11 2024
SWAK
I can't very easily convey just how much I want to pour myself into you. Weird wording, but I want to do so many things with/for you
fri may 10 2024
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What type of apple do you think New York is? My bets are on Gala
thu may 09 2024
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Had the thought today that us two would make a pretty cute webcomic
wed may 08 2024
I’m back! Let's ditch all this software engineering and physics shit and go assimilate into monkey culture
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tue may 07 2024
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I can't believe you're still in the Bay, just... hiding from me haha
sat may 04 2024
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From the very bottom of my heart, with absolute sincerity. Listen close because I won't repeat myself. I love soup.
fri may 03 2024
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I love you Marcos! *mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah*
tue apr 30 2024
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I like having you here (in case you didn't notice)
sun apr 28 2024
Spending the day with you in SF? Hell fucking yeah!!!!
:D
thu apr 25 2024
Whenever I want you to serenade me I can listen to you singing “Real Love Baby” and imagine you singing it directly at me
Can you believe it started sprinkling when I took this?
wed apr 24 2024
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So soon! So soon!
tue apr 23 2024
Norm album cover, is that you? Also, what more could I want in a day than driving around listening to our favorite music, looking at beautiful things, playing games, and stargazing?
Shall I compare thee to a sunburn blister? Thou makes me feel all warm and restricts how much of my head I can put on my pillow.
mon apr 22 2024
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I was definitely feeling out of it today, like both a little loopy and maybe a little stressed/sad? I don't know if I conveyed it well while we called, but certainly afterwards it was nice and grounding to just think about how great this thing we've got going on is.
sun apr 21 2024
Shall I compare thee to cow tools?
I'd wait through a thousand missed buses for you
sat apr 20 2024
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Shall I compare thee to sea kayaking classes? Thou does get me wet in more exhilarating ways, but both leave my legs a little sore.
fri apr 19 2024
By far the most enjoyable Taylor Swift listening experience I’ve had. I want to go back through the lyrics and start quoting them
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thu apr 18 2024
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I'm fiending for some more gaming soon
wed apr 17 2024
Dreaming of our road trip to Florida…
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tue apr 16 2024
You’re really the best to talk to
You're so nice to talk to. You make everything feel much better and manageable.
mon apr 15 2024
So sounds like I should ask for a refund on the tickets to mars…
Keeping the bed warm. I'll be awaiting the sweet sound of your bike bell outside my window
sun apr 14 2024
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Had a fun, if tiring, day. Hope you can push through your hangover for this work thing that never stops!
sat apr 13 2024
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Gotta send this now because I know I'll forget after calling. But dude I gotta start planning some fun stuff
fri apr 12 2024
Congrats Albany high!
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thu apr 11 2024
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Literally just imagining kissing you a bunch all over your face. You do silly things to me
tue apr 09 2024
Pre-bedtime Albany phone call!
Hmm I was definitely cozy with you in NYC, but I think imagining you here is cozier. You need a bigger room
mon apr 08 2024
You would have thought I would have gotten a picture of the solar eclipse that passed through Manhattan today as my skylog. But, for all intents and purposes, this could have been during the eclipse haha
Morning skylog! Missed the more convenient bus, so let's hope bus 2 gets here on time!
sun apr 07 2024
This week is gonna be a bit crazy. I'll imagine getting back to my apartment and falling onto you each night
I've gotta plan some fun nonsense for your visit! It's coming up so soon!
sat apr 06 2024
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Shall I compare thee to a boulder? I never get tired of climbing on you
fri apr 05 2024
We call you the port-au-prince of my heart
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thu apr 04 2024
I’m back! It was nice to lie in bed this morning and listen to you sing softly to me.
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wed apr 03 2024
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Very excited to start gaming with you soon
tue apr 02 2024
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You're my world
mon apr 01 2024
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Good start to being back :) always wish I had you here though
sun mar 31 2024
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Turns out the local time zone not being correct on visits thing was never a problem
thu mar 21 2024
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Get ready, you have no idea how much pent up affection is coming your way
wed mar 20 2024
Time to get my entire life in order before you come visit! I'm so excited
Time left until Albany comes for your ass: 24 hours
tue mar 19 2024
But I would ride one hour of transit and I’d ride one hour of transit more just to be the man who fell asleep on PATH and woke up back at the World Trade Center
Sometimes I really gotta take a step back and appreciate you fully. Every little thing you do makes my life feel so much fuller and special
mon mar 18 2024
This is my official skylog for Sunday! I really want to put on an album and lie in bed with you and listen to it. I remember feeling nervous about asking you to do nothing other than listen to an album with me and I was so happy that you were happy to do it. So grateful for you 🌵
Mmmm, soup, cuddles, albums, you. Sounds like the good life.
sun mar 17 2024
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Shall I compare thee to scattergories? Thou both leave me without words
sat mar 16 2024
Gotta send this skylog before my phone dies! Let’s make music alone together (but also together together when possible (but not together alone? (arms)))
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fri mar 15 2024
Been thinking we actually gotta finish that instrumental we started. I forgot to mention that I also very much love your singing voice
Seriously, you've got no business being so wonderful and caring and adorable (you have all the business, please keep it up)
thu mar 14 2024
Champion of omegalympics, champion of midterms
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wed mar 13 2024
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I love you! I've got the paperwork to prove it!
tue mar 12 2024
It’s SO nice out. I’ll allow it since we’re approaching March 21st. You’ll love this weather when you visit!
I'd traverse all of superimposed dual-time New York City to be with you
mon mar 11 2024
What have you done to me?
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sun mar 10 2024
Do you like instruments? Playing them, I mean? I do too. I play piano, drums, and kind of saxophone. I like music. Do you like music?
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sat mar 09 2024
Someday we could play a sax duet, it would sound so good! Although the sax + clarinet shitter will always be all-time
I think I need to step up my flirting game, I'm getting out-classed these days.
fri mar 08 2024
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Let's see if this will format okay ('-') /|\ | |
thu mar 07 2024
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At this point, we should try to find something we ~don't~ think about in the same way
wed mar 06 2024
No, YOU’RE my favorite stealer!
Yes on H!
tue mar 05 2024
I want to wake up with you on a rainy morning and go back to sleep
Shall I compare thee to an EKG? You remove more of my clothes and make my heart race in a way I don't want to stop
mon mar 04 2024
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God I love talking to you
sun mar 03 2024
Can’t wait to sweep you off your feet and into my (you (my arms (I (you) fall into (arms)) my arms) arms) arms
Dude I think consistently one of the most expensive things I buy in a week is nice cheese, it's kinda funny. But now I have brie!
sat mar 02 2024
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I really appreciate that you read me the daily trivia! It's such a little thing, but it's so sweet that you remember for me
fri mar 01 2024
Mmmmm thinking about you
Babyyyyy, can't wait to talk to you tomorrow
thu feb 29 2024
Today would be a nice lazy Thursday evening to spend with you. Maybe some railroad ink…
You're in everything I do, just a little bit. I think about how you're proud of me whenever I do many things, even little tasks
wed feb 28 2024
Ear update: I like hearing the sound of your voice
Squish squish squish
tue feb 27 2024
West village is really pretty in the rain- could imagine us strolling along, just two street rats
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mon feb 26 2024
You’re hot as shit, smart as balls, and fun as all hell
Why does god give his hottest most awesome boyfriends to the farthest away girlfriends?
sun feb 25 2024
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Really been missing getting to be held by you recently
sat feb 24 2024
I hope tonight I can dream about hanging out in an axolotl enclosure with you
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu feb 22 2024
Shall I compare thee to an insignificant Japanese cat? Thou art more……. ok, I don’t have anything for that one. Thanks for being my partner in crime, and also my romantic partner. I remember how excited I was to start a relationship with you and (although the author of Thinking Fast and Slow would tell me I’m overestimating my past intuition) I had a feeling from the start we would work really well together. <3
I still very strongly have in my mind that February 22nd should be a Wednesday haha. Sometimes I do think about the fact that we only met a year ago, and it baffles me a little how it's possible to become so close to a person in that time.
wed feb 21 2024
Last night I was going back through my songs in reverse chronological order and hit the period when we were broken up and it brought back all those feelings of marveling at the relationship we had, tinged with wishing it could go on. I like re-experiencing that feeling, but being on the other side of it now haha. So many pictures I would go back in time to show past-me
I had a very "skylog" moment just a bit ago, where I was admiring the moon as I was walking home. I hoped you had also looked at the moon, so that we could have shared in the same beauty.
tue feb 20 2024
Shall I compare thee to a pickle? Thou art less bitter and more fun to eat (out) (ok not perfect but still better than Shakespeare)
I'll steal all the food you don't like, but I'll also give you your favorites. I'll even give up the last bite of tiramisu for you
mon feb 19 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
I love hanging out with you. Not much more to add there, just a plain and simple fact.
sun feb 18 2024
Filed my taxes this morning like a beast and then spent 5 hours trying to figure out whether I made 0 or 3 mistakes. A little frustrated but as they say, “ain’t that just the way?”
Meant to tell you yesterday, but add more songs to the are you a tourist playlist! You're slacking!
sat feb 17 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
I miss you!! It's fucked that I have to wait another month to see you >:(
fri feb 16 2024
Ah, February 13th, the day before Valentine’s Day. Can’t wait to see your presentations!
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu feb 15 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
Some days I have to remember to notice the small, nice things. But it always makes me feel better when I do! It was so nice out today!
wed feb 14 2024
Happy Valentine’s Day to the best, most schemeful, communicative, supportive, and smoking hot partner I could have asked Cupid for. Shall I compare thee to a box of cereal? Thou art more fun to talk to and more present long-term
Every day with you is already so special and filled with love and kindness and care. Who needs a special day for it? It gives us extra excuse to come up with silly schemes I guess haha
tue feb 13 2024
Slept in, woke up every once in a while to look at the snow falling and then drift back to sleep. Would only have been more peaceful if you were there (and if I had planned on sleeping in haha)
(No picture— busy day today.)
mon feb 12 2024
You’re my favorite pilgrim by far
I will NOT miss the skylog today. Might go kinda sappy with my presentation, we'll see
sun feb 11 2024
Should I open with the Ugly Duckling gambit or the Mallard opening tonight?
(No picture— busy day today.)
sat feb 10 2024
I totally wasn’t about to forgot to caption my skylog until you texted. Talking with Xavier made me more concretely aware of the fact that we're coming up on one year! (depending how you count it). It really doesn't feel like it was that long since I started playing minesweeper and you broke the RUGB high score haha
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri feb 09 2024
Can’t wait to give you my presentation. I meant for it to be short but it wound up at 40 slides
There was a point last night as I was working where literally all I could think about was how nice it'd be to take a cuddle break
thu feb 08 2024
I’ve used up a large portion of my cringe allowance last night so I have to tone it down today
I'm going to be a bit of a hermit these next few days cranking through work, but I hope you always know you mean the world to me!
tue feb 06 2024
“Look, I just can’t think of any more rhymes for your name,” Marcos said solemnly
I'm glad I can always count on you (for so many things!) :D
mon feb 05 2024
Had a dream last night- you were definitely in it but I completely forget what happened. All I remember is that my family house was completely filled with rats (I’m typing this while looking at a subway rat). So I guess not Albany content but Albany-adjacent content
Sometimes (like now), my internal dialogue is just "mmmmmmm, Marcos"
sat feb 03 2024
I love how asking you out on a virtual date night still feels exciting. Also I finally saw (with my eyes) the sun today!
I was thinking about possibly having my mom visit me and also how we need to make scallion pancakes the real way together. Combining that and imagining all three of us making them together was very cute
fri feb 02 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
Tonight I wish that we could cuddle up together, get some warm drinks, and watch a movie :)
thu feb 01 2024
A roomful of people chanting your name reminds me of how lucky I am to self-identify as your boyfriend. Obviously I’d still want to date you even if there were a roomful of people booing you, though, fuck them, they can’t hang
Have you checked the weather recently? Heard there's an atmospheric river of love, care, and affection coming your way
wed jan 31 2024
Reason I like you #2: You like bringing people together, and it makes you happy to see the community you create
Extremely excited for trivia. There's just one thing (person) that would make it perfect...
tue jan 30 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
Daily reminder that you literally mean the world to me. I can't imagine anyone I'd rather grow together with
mon jan 29 2024
The sun? Who’s she?
I need a built in nap time on Mondays
sun jan 28 2024
I generally don’t think you can be sexier but if you started playing alto sax…
It's jam time
sat jan 27 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
Hanging out with Harper just now, I got to bring you up so many times. "Things have been going great! I feel closer to him every time we hang out." "Yeah, Marcos only plays the Sicilian." "I played go for the first time when I was visiting Marcos!"
fri jan 26 2024
Making scallion pancakes the lazy way really makes me want to try making them the right way. Also it's because of you that egg drop soup and scallion pancakes are inseparable in my mind
It's very entertaining to me that you single-handedly are the reason I check Craigslist so often now.
thu jan 25 2024
Had a little laugh to myself imagining you spoon-feeding me egg drop soup as I lay in bed with a heavy blanket, hoodie, jacket, and knitted hat
It's such a gorgeous day oh my gosh. I love spring dude, I hope it comes and stays soon.
tue jan 23 2024
Getting sick without you here to cause it just isn’t the same :/
Idk why exactly, but I keep thinking about the first stanza of this poem called Food of Love: "I'm going to murder you with love...Then I will dine on your delectable marrow." Romantic in a weird sense haha
mon jan 22 2024
Hey babe, want to share a (non-sexual) touch in public while whispering words of affirmation to each other? We can do it right after I clean your dishes and finish your little present that shows I’ve been thinking about you. And maybe just hang after that?
If you get a gig tonight, we gotta do something to celebrate
sun jan 21 2024
Let's meet halfway... how about Taco John's, Lexington, NE?
I appreciate you and you make me so proud every day. Especially proud of your new-found loss of musical elitism.
sat jan 20 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
Hey babe, you must have a negative temperature with how hot you are
fri jan 19 2024
Although those look like smudges on glass, it’s actually snow! Luckily I probably won’t have time to prepare for our go game so I can continue chipping away at my 100 games
Even though we're not physically together often, I hope you know that you're so much a part of my day, every day. I think of you in everything I do
thu jan 18 2024
At lunch yesterday someone was talking about how there was a period of 10 weeks when he couldn’t see his partner because she had to study for a big exam, so they just added songs to a shared playlist to softly keep in touch. I considered mentioning the skylogs as our other low-intensity contact but I didn’t want to flex too hard on what we’ve got going on
I really like it when we put time on each other's calendars
wed jan 17 2024
(No picture— busy day today.)
I was so giddy when we got off the phone yesterday for some reason
tue jan 16 2024
I have a newfound appreciation for our shower after you complimented its water pressure and temperature
I love setting my lock screen to new pictures of you, because I get free dopamine every time I open my phone
mon jan 15 2024
Goal: lose 100 games of Go to you (97 to go)
Today my friends asked me if I had any news, and my first thought was just that I somehow become more and more enamored with you and more and more steady in our relationship all the time. And I'm always surprised by it! Because I always think it's as deep as it could possibly be!
sun jan 14 2024
Every time we visit each other, I think we learn more about how to take care of each other. I don't think I could imagine a better person to be in a relationship with <3
Wow isn't it crazy that the last two weeks didn't happen? Good thing there are no good memories made to say otherwise.
tue jan 02 2024
I bet Albany thinks I won’t get a skylog
Haha guess what you (probably) forgot to do
sat dec 30 2023
Best (truco) partner ever
My truco dreams have come true
fri dec 29 2023
Here you come!
Things I love: sunsets, clouds, people movers, inertial reference frames, you!
thu dec 28 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
And I'm off
wed dec 27 2023
I guess we’re gonna have a Christmas 2 when you visit…
You're insane. I love my scheming boyfriend.
tue dec 26 2023
Holy shit. 3 days. No amount of hacky sack cannons could keep me away from you. Hope you like this scheme I’m cooking…
I'm gonna be so bundled up the entire time I see you. I love being bundled
mon dec 25 2023
HAGS!
Ahhh yes December 25th, a completely normal and average day. It is pretty dang cold outside though.
sun dec 24 2023
Thank god, you can stick around for a while longer. The weather reminds of “Cloudy Afternoon” by The Breathing Effect. Also you’re amazing, my brain is absolutely teeming with thoughts about you
I hope you don't forget your skylog! I don't want a new boyfriend, I want you! You goof
sat dec 23 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
My brain saw that it was rainy out and immediately started playing Sunny Afternoon. Why'd it do that?! I literally know songs about rain I like
fri dec 22 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Now to figure out how to wrap a cannon...
thu dec 21 2023
While I never got back into classical music, my newfound appreciation for minesweeper is obviously inseparable from liking you and wanting to do what you do. Luckily, minesweeper was pretty easy to get into, and I am still chasing that sub-4 minutes (or 5? I really don't remember) haha
Last night I was trying to make a joke to myself about the fact that we have actually broken up once before. You're my on-again boyfriend! (with no off-again allowed)
wed dec 20 2023
<3!
(No picture— busy day today.)
tue dec 19 2023
God gives his most nonsensical regrade requests to his least gaslightable GSI
The Oklahoma skies are way prettier than the Berkeley ones, I gotta admit. Makes me think of your love for real weather, and how maybe that is something I'm missing out on without realizing too...
mon dec 18 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
When we were driving home last night, I couldn't help but imagine our to-be-had late night drive + road trip
sun dec 17 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I'm going to hug you and not let go when I see you. Hope you're prepared to drive like that.
sat dec 16 2023
Travel days completely strip me of my personhood. But I think about what you said, that before I leave home, I’ll get to see you!
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri dec 15 2023
2 minutes to spare! I was thinking about how playing minecraft with you feels like playing with a childhood friend. A special friend. Hope that helped stabilize today a little
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu dec 14 2023
Time to make a 45 hour driving playlist
Sometimes when we call, I think anyone that overhears must think "wow, they're really head over heels for that guy." But then I think "Well duh! It's true! There's a reason I'm always laughing around you!"
wed dec 13 2023
You really thought I missed my skylog? Me? Never. I really love talking with you- I occasionally have things in my head (eg the whole "my husband" thing) that I think will make you laugh and when it actually lands, it's my absolutely favorite thing
It is rapidly getting dark, so I'm glad that this doesn't look it. Upon telling my mom why I went outside for three seconds, she said "how romantic!"
tue dec 12 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
First Oklahoma sky log! Time to kick butt and take names on this E&M final
mon dec 11 2023
I have a funny mental image of us walking down the streets of New York as Jacob Collier happens to cross our path, me looking at you in fear and watching your hand curl into a fist
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri dec 08 2023
Thought for a while about what I wanted to say but it’s difficult to figure out, since you already know everything I could tell you. So I’ll sit in silence with you…
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu dec 07 2023
Something that I wanted to show you in college was how to set type and use the printing press. There was something really cathartic about spending two hours in that room writing sentences at 2 wpm, and then sorting out all the letters into their little boxes when you're done. That's what I want to do with you right now
Not much to type but always want to remind you that I love you
wed dec 06 2023
<3
You're the best
tue dec 05 2023
I spent all of today so far worrying about you, and I suspect that‘s how I’ll continue to be for a little while. It’s easy to feel like I’m sitting on the sidelines while you’re in the thick of it- but I remind myself that you’re far from helpless, and that I’m just one of many people who care deeply about you and are presently there for you. Miss you a lot Albs
(No picture— busy day today.)
mon dec 04 2023
Sending intrepid vibes your way
I think with all the wonderful things that you do, I forget to tell you just how amazingly smart I think you are, and how proud I am of you for everything! Musician? Software engineer at Google? Lover of all things information? All around awesome dude? I learn so much from you!
sun dec 03 2023
Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? You’re both unbearably hot, but I get tired of summer after a few months
I was thinking about the phrase "sending good vibes your way" and was pondering what other vibes I could send. Something weird, but neither good nor bad. Sending enigmatic vibes your way today
sat dec 02 2023
2-person wavelength was super fun last night- and I’m so excited for you to finally start your “jamming musician” era, it was only a matter of time haha. Once I find my elusive Sweater Collective 2 we can do a cross-country tour opening for each other :D
I'll sing you a love song next time, instead of one that's a bit sad. Can't wait to sing and jam together in New York <3
fri dec 01 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
December is here! I get to see you within the month! Things are wrapping up and I'm so here for it! Let's goooo
thu nov 30 2023
You do crazy (good) things to me
So by my calculations, if I imagine that all the space around me is filled with negative Marcos, except for a Marcos-shaped blob in my arms, then that's the same as holding you, right?
wed nov 29 2023
Not sure why the sky came out so dark, I took this at 10am lol. Anyway, fiending for some more spell chess with you. Getting slightly anxious again because I need to produce music but I’ll see if I can force myself to make something (anything) happen with Ethan, and hopefully the rest will start to follow. Thanks for always rooting me on :)
I'm going to have to figure out how to pirate the Scott Pilgrim Netflix show because it looks fantastic.
tue nov 28 2023
Got some proper cold in NYC right now (33 deg rn). Imagining getting hacky sacked one final time at your funeral is equal parts sad and perfect. I expect both of us will have a few schemes up our sleeves in our last will and testaments
I feel especially grateful for you this morning. You feel like coming home after a trip- so familiar and comforting, with a feeling that even though you've got things to do tomorrow, you can handle them no problem.
mon nov 27 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I have to stress again how much I like the playlist name. It makes me happy that this has become an inside joke and that it came to mind for this. It sounds like a low bar when I put it like that haha, but maybe I'm just trying to say it feels like proof that I'm on your mind.
sun nov 26 2023
I want to take you on a midnight drive
Actually getting back to work today. But reminds me that class is ending so soon, and therefore I'll see you so soon too!
sat nov 25 2023
You make me smile so much my cheeks hurt. I love the sound of you!
Note to future self, Marcos did in fact forget this one. But on the cringey affection route, sometimes after we talk, I just can't help but melting thinking about you.
fri nov 24 2023
My cringe moment was just lying in bed last night and imagining the sound of you bursting out laughing, and it put a beaming smile on my face
It's truly comical sometimes how strongly I react to just seeing pictures of you (especially not ones I took). It's just like a reminder that you exist! You've always been wonderful! But now I get to tell you that all the time!
wed nov 22 2023
Played drums on some Red Hot Chili Peppers just now during the jam hours at google and in case you're curious I entirely associate that band with you
Seeing you over break will kinda be like a reverse Hallmark movie. Small town girl leaves home to visit the big city. Little does she know, a handsome, charming man will show her the spirit of the holidays (getting crunk on new years)
tue nov 21 2023
I was so sure that I sent a skylog yesterday that I didn’t even double check- that’s embarrassing. Anyway, I dream of your (literal) embrace every night. Many nights, including last night, I can’t get to sleep just because I’m thinking about hanging out with you.
It's amazing how much better my days start after getting a solid 8-9 hours of sleep. On that note, yesterday some of my friends were trying to get me to download the Pokemon Sleep app
mon nov 20 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Survived the DMV (barely). One more item down until I get to see you
sun nov 19 2023
That whole hairy food conversation was hilarious. I love it when I can meme around with you
"you feel like the air before the storm" is a banger lyric and makes me think of you
sat nov 18 2023
You do crazy things to me
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri nov 17 2023
Just another typical 9:34pm sky. Anshul and I were reminiscing about how great senior year was, which is one of my favorite topics haha. I’m conscious about not living in the past too much but I’m so happy that college ended up going so well, especially in the end. I know I made my younger selves proud.
Post-rain pic. I'm so excited about all the musical possibilities I just unlocked
thu nov 16 2023
Still waiting on my drenched Albany picture…
It's a pretty morning here, nice cool breeze. For some reason I have I Know That You Know stuck in my head, so singing it at the bus stop and thinking of you <3
wed nov 15 2023
Ok this photo is from like 11am, don't mind me using it 12 hours late haha. I was falling asleep and remembered I forgot to send this. Just wanted to say you're my favorite thing to think about while drifting off to sleep...
I'm going to get diddled by the rain later today. I ordered a rain poncho but it won't get here until Saturday
tue nov 14 2023
Just two brains deducing things about the universe that they are consequences of
When you said "I love you" a bit out of the blue yesterday I melted. But in hindsight, maybe you were just trying to soften the blow of Godel's incompleteness theorem.
mon nov 13 2023
This may be superficial but I really love your name. It almost makes you sound fictional, like the author was trying to come up with a name for the girl that’s different and mysterious but unexpectedly sweet haha. When I mentioned you to Quay Dragon (who must be an expert on cool names) she said yours was an amazing name to have
I'm so glad I have you to rely on. I woke up this morning explicitly thinking "Hmm I feel bad. I'm gonna have Marcos reassure me that things will be okay, then they will actually become okay and I'll feel better." Side note: it really is nice to journal about you. If you think I dump affection on you now, you'll have to see what I write there.
sun nov 12 2023
I don’t really remember what made me start saying “you’re insane”, but I think you knew what I meant when I did. It’s kind of a feeling of surprise and admiration wrapped up in one.
I don't know if I can outdo the texts I just sent you haha. But really, just your existence brings me so much joy. It's crazy that on top of a wonderful person existing, they think I'm cool enough to be dating too :)
sat nov 11 2023
We’ll be able to jam even more in New York! So many tunes we could call…
I fully had a picture ready to go for my skylog yesterday, but I think I forgot to add a message and send it because I texted you instead. Regardless, today my phone made a "revisit old memories" slideshow of some of my photos, and it chose all photos of you
fri nov 10 2023
Sometimes the temptation to send a picture of you as my skylog is tremendous
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu nov 09 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
You have reminded me that I gotta scheme with the hackysack
wed nov 08 2023
First date went so well! I have a good feeling about this one. Also imagining us as childhood friends is kinda funny
The other day, I was telling myself that it was nice in some ways that we're long distance (we both have a lot of things to focus on after all). But man, what I wouldn't give for some cuddles.
tue nov 07 2023
Gotta start doing these in the morning so it doesn’t get dark while I’m at work. I’ve got a date with a hot chick tonight if you can believe it. Hope I don’t ruin it by bringing up plants or hot air balloons or anything dumb like that.
Positively GIDDY for our date
mon nov 06 2023
Why are plants green……..
It rained this morning before I got out of bed!! Today feels like what the sky logs are all about! The sky is so blue! The air is so crisp! I'm so alive! And I get to share that with you!
sun nov 05 2023
Can't wait for our dinner date on Tuesday! Going out to get ingredients now 🌵
I'm glad that Wikipedia is so vast, so you'll never run out of articles to tell me about
fri nov 03 2023
Here we go! Thanks for all your love, I feel it :)
Calling it now: big time label guy is gonna see this Interpol cover band and think to himself "That keyboardist. I bet he plays jazz REALLY well. I've gotta sign him."
thu nov 02 2023
Go go go go go go go go go go
I hope "go" mode hasn't been too bad for you. Always mentally sending you good thoughts
wed nov 01 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Something something about the entropy of the universe and how unlikely it is that we found each other at the right place and time and how I'm still every bit in love with you now as I was when everything first started happening and how I always will be no matter what tricks the universe may have- Maybe we're meant to be, but I like the idea that we choose to be a bit more.
tue oct 31 2023
I can’t wait to see Albany: winter edition. It’s like unlocking a new Pokémon type (ok I’ve never played Pokémon)
I stood near a ledge to take this and did the thing where you think you're falling like three times. Anyways, I'm super glad to have you in my life and I love that I want to share my life with you.
mon oct 30 2023
Reason I like you #1: you make me feel like I can talk to you about anything
Earlier skylog today than normal! Expect scheme details soon :)
sun oct 29 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I watched a skit thing the other day where the characters asked each other "why do you like me?", and it made me think of how I have absolutely no trouble naming reasons I like you.
sat oct 28 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I really like you hehe
fri oct 27 2023
This is actually from 2:54 PST, disregard the timestamp. Note to self, we gotta play minecraft again too. Makes me happy to think that I never have to feel awkward asking to do more things with you (time permitting, of course)
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu oct 26 2023
Mood dampened by 10% when I dropped my dinner and then another 10% when I realized my tortillas were a bit moldy because I had torn a hole through the bottom of the bag without noticing the resealable lock at the top and then kept them in the pantry to save fridge space, but my mood lifted 20% because when I went to put the tortillas back in the bag through the hole I tore, they fell through the other side via the now opened resealable lock and onto the floor, which was objectively hilarious.
I feel much too peaceful and happy for having not started my E&M due tomorrow
wed oct 25 2023
I rest easier knowing that you finally get to go to trivia :D
I forgot to actually send this earlier, but I'm soooo excited for trivia. I think we've talked a little about this before, but I do think dating you has made me a more confident person!
tue oct 24 2023
The fall air really makes me feel alive
Today has been a good day on my end. I hope yours has been too, even with your crushing smash defeat
mon oct 23 2023
I’ve been thinking I should print out some pictures of our friends and you to put up on my wall
You don't have to be so sweet, so sweet to me (but you also don't have to stop either)
sun oct 22 2023
The days are getting so pretty over here- ASL with you yesterday was so much fun, I'm glad you brought it up as something to try out. Yesterday, relationships came up independently with both with Rigo and Xavier, and it felt good to tell both of them that I really am happy with our relationship right now, and that I'm glad I embraced the uncertainty and gave long distance a shot again. We've got something good going on right now, even though I know I make things complicated by keeping my sights on New York :/ :) :D Also you're by far my favorite drunk texter.
I really like rainy days :) and I really like you :D Currently looking up potato leek soup recipes per your suggestion
sat oct 21 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
You live in my daydreams
fri oct 20 2023
What album we putting on?
Today is really the first "cold" day (58 deg rn), and I am quickly realizing how unprepared I am for winter in ny
thu oct 19 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
We're a team! You help with my existential crises and I doctor your traumatic head wounds
wed oct 18 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
You think we should start the record something a week thing back up again? It'd keep me motivated to keep learning things and you already know how much I love getting recordings from you
tue oct 17 2023
Aerial skylogs are the best
Random thought but: spinning to rob the earth of angular momentum <-> highwayman dance
mon oct 16 2023
Now that your birthday has passed I’m legally allowed to leave. Had a lot of fun hanging with your friends on Saturday and giving you affection yesterday. This is the last sentence.
Hehehe I will not be the one to forget the skylog today
thu oct 12 2023
I’m just here to send my skylog before Albany. I LOVED over the garden wall, it was so fun and all the fall-themed snacks made it even better
I like talking about music with you :)
wed oct 11 2023
A beautiful brisk morning. More so than the schemes themselves (although walking around solving puzzles in a bucket hat is my dream) I love that we can plan these and know that the other will appreciate it. Until the next scheme…
There's something deep down I want to say but I can't quite figure it out. Something about how familiar you feel to me. Just no matter what context we're in- puzzling, doing work, cooking and eating- I feel like that's exactly where I belong. I feel excited and grateful for all the things we do together! From our dates, to duck chess, to joking before we sleep, to giving in to our ice cream addictions.
tue oct 10 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Nobody I'd rather share my illnesses with
sat oct 07 2023
Scott Pilgrim is the best movie I never knew I needed to see. Thank you for enlightening me.
What a terrible date. Good thing you're so cute to make up for everything else
fri oct 06 2023
We’re like best buds that do everything together
Dreams of parading you around the physics department: fulfilled. But seriously it was great to have you meet everyone!
thu oct 05 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I am absolutely fiending for cuddles, hope you're ready
wed oct 04 2023
Gotta send this before running into Cynthia! But I'm very excited about going to the exploratorium with you :D
It's FALL! The leaves are FALLING!! However, they are falling straight into my eyes when I bike.
tue oct 03 2023
Cannot emphasize enough how cute your doodle was today. As soon as I saw your message about needing to doodle the tots I was on the edge of my seat, anxiously awaiting lethal levels of adorable
I am eternally amused by all the nicknames you've come up with for me. I gotta step it up.
mon oct 02 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I have been freezing the past few nights. I don't have any long pants to sleep in, so I've just had to throw on a sweatshirt and let my legs suffer. Can't wait to steal your warmth
sun oct 01 2023
Beautiful day to be out on the roof. Paid off 8k of my loans today, so I’m approaching half of the original 80k I had before I started repaying, which feels good. Quite ominous that your birthday will be preceded by an eclipse- you know what they say…
Focus for a reason! I'm going to do my absolute best to feel my absolute best when you're here. I value my time with you a lot :)
sat sep 30 2023
I was worried I missed the sunset for a second! I was thinking we need a project. What kind of project? I'm not sure. But just dropping it here.
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri sep 29 2023
I'll always be in your corner!
I love waking up to your texts. They're just such a good way to start my mornings. Continued sappy note, I always feel so warm and fuzzy thinking of and talking about you
thu sep 28 2023
Hope you know that every picture you send that includes your face goes straight to the "Albs" album
(No picture— busy day today.)
wed sep 27 2023
Woooo 7am! (Sent at 8am) Another beautiful brisk day. Kids are taking the train to school now which is adorable, one kid had a math problem about whether you could arrange +s and -s to make 1,2,...10 sum to 0 and it took me a little too long to convince myself of the answer haha.
"Yeah when Marcos visited me, he did this funny thing where he kept trying to get me to believe lies"
tue sep 26 2023
Yikes I have not been waking up when I want to. Maybe I should start going to bed before 2. Speaking of habits, let’s see if I can start cooking dignified dinners- you CHANGED me!
You make me happier than I could ever describe. I'd say I hope this feeling never ends, but even that makes me sound more worried it's a possibility than I feel it is
mon sep 25 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
It'd be so fun to say something cute or deep, but unfortunately I am not a person today. I can say I've been really enjoying my new phone background though
sun sep 24 2023
Loved visiting you this week. I was thinking about your entropy poem (my favorite), and how in some ways it feels like defying the laws of thermodynamics to keep dating beyond our relationship was meant to last. I love rebellion.
Wow, the sky is so blue when it's distraction-free
sat sep 23 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Not to fall into cliches of things said all the time, but I love you barcode <3 having you here has been so nice
fri sep 22 2023
Criiiiinge we’re so cringe for taking a picture of the same sky. Hope you don't say anything too meaningful in your skylog or I'll look bad
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu sep 21 2023
I'm back! Sometimes I feel like the universe really does conspire to make it difficult for us to hang, like Jan getting covid and someone causing a disturbance at the 2nd Ave station at 4am. I was prepared for me getting covid to be the next hurdle, but I guess the universe cut us a break haha. Dreaming of soup- uh, I mean, dreaming of you :D
My "thought process" the entirety of today has been "Marcos is coming back tonight!" *starts mentally playing Lover Come Back to Me
wed sep 20 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
There's so many things I want to do with you, and I honestly have no clue if I'll be able to fit them all in this visit! I love you and I can't wait to have you back here in my arms (my (you fall) arms)
tue sep 19 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Day one without Marcos: morale is low, but rations are high. Perhaps finishing up the soup will bring back energy. In all seriousness, something is on fire somewhere and it's hazy, so maybe it's a good thing you're not around today (as much as that can be a good thing anyways).
mon sep 18 2023
I hope you weren't expecting a masterpiece of a skylog given how long I took to write it, it's a bit tricky to put into words how both extraordinary and ordinary it feels to hang out with you in Berkeley. I'm actually glad we don't need to do anything too mind-blowing or unforgettable to make this kind of trip totally worth it- eating ramen and having work to do at 10pm with my favorite person? Always.
(No picture— busy day today.)
sun sep 17 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
It's super nice out right now, can't wait for you to see for yourself. I am BUZZING with excitement and joy and a whole host of other emotions.
sat sep 16 2023
BEAUTIFUL day. Makes me enjoy being alive. Speaking of things that make me enjoy being alive, see you tomorrow!
You're so sneaky making me associate the sky with you. As if I don't already think of you all the time. See you tomorrow!!!
fri sep 15 2023
Finally another brisk day! Honestly boosts my mood so much. You came up today because I was relating how fucked up horse anatomy is, as you once told me and Trenton before the Crumb concert.
Ahhh! <3
thu sep 14 2023
Hehehehe
Clouds in Berkeley! I'm caught somewhere between wanting time to move slow (so I can finish all the things I need to before you get here), and really fast (seeing you sooner!). I know we've both mentioned picturing seeing and greeting the other for the first time, but I've been doing it more and more lately
wed sep 13 2023
Found myself grinning at multiple points today just imagining seeing you in person for the first time in months
Not to further convince you Berkeley has no seasons, but today just feels like a beautiful spring day- it's so nice to be outside, you're less stressed than you have been, you feel like you've got things figured out a bit more, and you feel grateful for everything you've got going on.
tue sep 12 2023
Playing bonk was a lot of fun last night, looking forward to playing more. I love how good you are at games in general, it’s very hot to have a girlfriend that puts Noah in sicko mode during smash :P
I just got dinner with Anna, and I gotta say, I really like talking about you and our relationship. Not too long ago, I HATED the idea of being too closely associated with someone else, but not at all with you <3
mon sep 11 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
I think I've been in a bit of a "stuck" feeling recently. Probably from actually being stuck at home the past few days. But talking to you last night about wanting to be cozied up together as the seasons change and actually planning your visit have given me more momentum. It's truly not a lie when I say you make me fall for you more and more every day, and it's something that truly keeps me excited for every day.
sun sep 10 2023
View from our roof! I love it up here, such a good place to clear my mind. Can’t wait to hang out here (bundled up) when you visit in the winter :D
Today is absolutely gorgeous out. I'd love to have a day with you just relaxing outside, having a picnic, soaking up the sun and blue skies. T-1 week! I'm so incredibly excited to see you barcode!!
sat sep 09 2023
We had thunderstorms today! (Picture from earlier) I've been working a lot on my first beat for my hypothetical gig, I think it's starting to come together. I sampled the cymbal pattern from "For Horace", which reminded me of the time I showed you "Darkness ABA" and was shocked that you enjoyed it as much as I did. Rarely felt as comfortable being myself as I was listening to that whole album, tapping out rhythms and piano lines on your back, knowing you wouldn't think I was weird.
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri sep 08 2023
Talking about you being sick reminded me of the first time you got sick after we started dating and you gave me a fair warning about being contagious, which reduced about 0% of my desire to hang out with you
Consider: you come here, you make me soup, you take care of me. It's a sweet thought :)
thu sep 07 2023
We're having a heat wave in New England which is garbage (word I'm picking up from you), I checked the weather in Berkeley and you've got the perfect temperature! Hope it keeps up until I get there
I (explicitly) realized today that you are always the first thing I think about in the mornings <3
wed sep 06 2023
One hour until your audition- have fun Albany!!! P.S. as if I needed *more* incentive to snuggle with you
Cannot wait to get groceries at the literal last minute
tue sep 05 2023
The sky at the Boston train station- can't wait to wreck the house in 2 weeks
Sorry you're stuck in purgatory rn :( I might send you more recordings tonight though, so hopefully that'll make up for it :D
mon sep 04 2023
It's so nice to be able to send these via text, it used to be a whole process. The air reminds me of the end of classes back in high school. Thinking about how that was >4 years ago...
Had a little bit of rugb practice trying to color correct my phone camera haha
sun sep 03 2023
(No picture— busy day today.)
Really nice out in Berkeley today (we'll see about SF). Anyways, I love the way the sky gets lighter near the horizon. It took a bit to get to a place where I could get a shot of it.
sat sep 02 2023
If this works then I've still got that dog in me. This is the sky from this morning, by the way. (Updated time to match)
(No picture— busy day today.)
wed aug 30 2023
Got to interview you last night- I'm glad I did, because I used to think you only had two dogs. It's funny that you legitimately can describe dogs' personalities with much more detail than you do people's haha. Anyway, the sky cleared up, I'm still waiting for the cold...
(No picture— busy day today.)
mon aug 28 2023
As I was drifting off to sleep last night I started thinking about schemes I could plan to surprise you. First order of business is to learn every detail about you. Also I kept pulling out my phone at work to look at the messages you sent me this morning, I really am a bit of a fool for you.
(No picture— busy day today.)
sat aug 26 2023
Very humid today- the only acceptable reason to ever prefer West Coast weather. Last night you said some things that made my heart melt. It honestly feels like taking a drug sometimes when we share how much we care for each other; it makes my brain process emotions I'm so unused to having.
(No picture— busy day today.)
thu aug 24 2023
Cloudy skies continue. Hope Prof Blackburn's class went well today :D
(No picture— busy day today.)
wed aug 23 2023
First cloudy sky in a while. Hi Albany!
(No picture— busy day today.)
tue aug 22 2023
Pretty regular day today. Tried some $1.50 pizza today, honestly can't complain. You sent me the sweetest texts this morning- wish I could be there to hold you after a bad dream.
(No picture— busy day today.)
mon aug 21 2023
This picture is from earlier today but right now I'm listening to Próxima Parada with you. Even though I could use you next to me, it's nice to know we're hearing the same sounds.
(No picture— busy day today.)
sun aug 20 2023
We've been spoiled with the weather recently. Last night we shared some sappy stories from our first week pre-dating and it makes me feel goofy to be so into you and know you feel the same way. Anyway, going to Small's soon. Good luck on your second prelim!
(No picture— busy day today.)
sat aug 19 2023
I just set up the barcodenominee.wtf domain name and I'm so excited for you to see it. Good luck on your prelim today Albany!
(No picture— busy day today.)
fri aug 18 2023
I got the frontend and backend up today! Very excited to be able to send these in via MMS. Gonna start building my desk.
(No picture— busy day today.)